For the nerds among us... I'll start with some data... The beginning of February started off with PIV. She was horny and wanted to stretch herself. She really went for it. After she was satisfied, she let me in. I only lasted a minute before I leaked a whole load... the O was nothing more …
Januari metrics and some babble
Januari came to an end. Time for some metrics... Missy had 5 orgasms. 2 of them were solo events. One was with Tieson, one with the hitachi and the last one was due to the We vibe touch. We had PIV once. She almost came but the meat didn't want to work with me. I …
December metrics
Since tomorrow will be about having a family dinner to celebrate NY eve, nothing will happen and the metrics will not change from what they are now... I was out 4 times this month. I had one night out after her giving a handjob. Totals are 98.1% locked. I was allowed 3 O's. One by …
November metrics
A bit late, but here they are: I was out 2 times. Once for 17 minutes and another time for 15. This resulted in 99.9% locked I had 2 O's. Once by PIV and once by her hands. She had 6 O's rhat I know of... 4 by the lelo, one while she was riding …
Knowing…
The struggle inside. Knowing that, whatever you do to try and get her aroused, is nothing but making her feel bad she's not getting turned on from any of it. Knowing that she will, except for once or twice a year, initiate sex because SHE is into it. Knowing that all the other times she …
The search
So... this is going to be a long post. A post on asexuality. A post on what happened and a whole bunch of emotional things. First of all. I found out that Missy used Medium twice after I told her she should get her affairs on order. The first time was on the 18th and …
Holy crap
I'm in the sauna, a small towel over my middle. An amazing blonde lady sits down next to me. Her tits are to die for. She turns around and looks at me and just gets down on my lap. She starts feeling me and opens her legs. She expects me to start fingering her. She …
Winter storm
2 weeks have past since the last rime we fucked. A week and a half past since I told her to get her shit together. Long story short..."she hates it what she's done to me and gets it and hates itand wants mr to tell her what she should do and support her in helping …
Winter has come
On the fifth of November, I felt horny. I needed to feel horny. I wanted to have something of my own. I wanted to be played with, to feel the intimacy a relationship can give you. In the afternoon, I was home alone and couldn't help myself so I had to fuck myself in the …
Is it systematic?
So I posted a blog on sunday. And guess what? Yup... like a couple times before, that same night, Missy wanted something from me. She said she wanted me. Only me. I didn't get it... why does she want me? Does she really want me? Or is she only willing to get fucked by the …